The reason behind your silence

I was thinking about you. Feel like its been years since we spoke last time.

Its right. Its the nature of some relations. It starts from nowhere. It becomes stronger, closer day by day. Until it reaches a peak point. After that it vanishes. Sometimes we even think whether it existed. "L" once wrote about it. After that phase. Everything feels like waste of time. We know what is gonna say and How its gonna feel.

We want to look away from most facts. To end it someway or to forget it someway.

After a few years, it will be in memories. Sweet haunting memories. I wish I could sweep off those memories. Like in the film Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. Why should we keep it? if its disturbing. Even if it is sweet.

But I was thinking where I went wrong. You know when u think of reasons, something will pop up in ur mind. And you'll doubt it should be the reason. In most cases it is. But you try to believe its not.

May be it was inevitable. The silence. Because it gives us strength to fake a smile after a long time.

Laziness! people avoid others simply because laziness? People will hide sorrows by seeing films n sleeping? The later seems difficult. Because I could never sleep when I was sad. And all those are excuses?

But you know. its better to break the silence. Just because the silence speak more. Much more.

He continued.. She too. Her silence.
After a long time it gave them strength. To fake that smile.